Can't seems to understand you. Talking to you its like everything its wrong, she seems to understand more. For example my good friend have the thought of celebrating my belated birthday and you told me celebrate for what?? I mean its just a normal lunch followed by some shopping. Doesn't know when and how he became so ..... I guess no words could describe from that day you scolded me . I could totally feel that you doesnt think for others. I mean you're good in many other ways, I didnt know since when you became so corny. I still respect you as my beloved but I find it hard to tell you things. Even when something not good is happening. I hope the real you return someday.

Anyway thanks for the people who wishes me on the actual date of my big day. They're Baby,Nelly, April, Shu yi and my cousins as well as my relatives . Thanks baby for the charles & keith bag although I went to buy it myself, he doesnt know which one I wanted follow by nelly Casio watch which she handed me today. I've got the photos but not updating now as I just reached home from town. Wish to blog because I felt that blog is a very nice place for me to rant everything despite there maybe unknown people viewing. I just wish that there's somewhere I can pour out my unhappiness and it actually made me feels much better. Dont ask me regarding  this post because I feel that its not something I really want to share.