Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Last blogged @ 5/27/2009 06:08:00 PM

I face shitty problems again. And this kind of problems have been continuously coming again and again , i'm totally sick of it already. I don't know who to trust right now because i have two different stories , anyway i don't wish to think about it anymore , i guess everything shall remain what it is. A friend can come and go very easily and somehow i'm use to having situation like this. Towards friendship i'm numb and tongue-tied because i've always met friends who don't really appreciate your good & presence since then i've totally gave up on this category of life.


Well I felt the changes in me, since the day i step in this current school. I don't talk that much , most of the time I could suddenly become mute totally. I don't know why either, I like the 'ME' when i was in secondary school much more cheerful. But its pretty hard for me to return to the past.

Sometimes i just wonder does true friend really exists. So choose your friend wisely because you don't know whether they are up to some ulterior motives or sincerely in making friends with you.


Friends are for ???
I guess i will never know


And i should highlight this again I never once interfere over friends stuff and I really hate people to malign me for no reason. I can be a very good friend and I also can be a mean person when i know friends are making use of me, I'm not a fool , i can feel it. And I only give feedbacks when someone ask for it otherwise I won't comment anything because its YOUR life , you should know what to do and what not to do. Don't depend on other people to tell you what is the right way to handle the problems you are facing. Moreover, if you cant accept feedbacks then don't even bother to ask for one. Seriously I guess, I never scold any of my friend before unless they betray me or spread untrue rumors about me.


I believe that close friend equals to a friend that you can share secrets and also be right there for you no matter rain or shine right?


I'm pretty sure that god knows who's lying and who's not . If what you say are the truth then time will prove it.