Thursday, July 31, 2008
Last blogged @ 7/31/2008 05:53:00 PM

A draggy morning...i feels so moody so sad...yesterday we quarrel ..he suddenly treat me so fierece..my heart sank again..i don't lnow what i've said until i hang the phone he told me i stop him from sleeping late..i just using kiddy voice to sae you...late slp cannot go out tommorrow ah?..and suddenly his tone change totally ...i thot u are joking..but it seems so not right




























do you know my heart feels so hurt when you say something out of anger..i know you were angry so you say that..i force you to talk to me when you are playing games..but all along i did not force...the pain...the pain..you know its so hurting...silly me thought of myself lying on the coffin..who will come to see me...will anyone crys for me..i know its silly..as minting lil lame ger say tml will be ghost festival...but i feels just to weak...

remember all this foto...its so sweet...this one above..i remember we quarrel and i talk to a guy ..and you told me you are jealous..u ask me..to take photos with you...all this are memory..i know i not a perfect ger but...you are just giving me hope..and den hurt me...i know you can be better...if you let me have a chance to explain my heartfelt words..other people..can take me as a bad person..but not anyone close to me..

and mostly is you..i'm very particular how you think of me..i know we keep quarrel..but i hate you putting words into my mouth...i'm not perfect but i'm faithful..i'm willing to sacrify anyting...even if i no $..i will help you...i know..in your heart i will not be the NUMBER 1...but just give me a chance to explain ...although we got talk now but..the hurt will still left in my heart...the relationship is like a bomb..it will explode anytime..i will get hurt anytime..i dare not think of wanting a sweetest you..a warming love by you..i dare not...i dare not to think...

Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Last blogged @ 7/30/2008 10:10:00 PM

Did not went to school today was just too tired to wake up n drag myself to school...
sorry gals for ignoring you all yesterday i was just too sad..that i just need to be alone..
i know i was stubborn to say i wanna exchange my life with a ger who pass away innocently...

































accompanied little emo ger to collect pay n go IMM buy her stuff to make smth for ter...
went to MOS eat...and suddenly told them y i ignore them ytd....then suddenly tel them i'm silly but i really..sad for that ger..her sisters have so much to say to her but too late..i'm living here but nobody gt things tell me...they comforted me and ask me dun silly..i just have to guai guai listen

after mos meal we went giant buy..cornflake..and her barley drink..and went daiso..bought comb..hp sticker bla bla...satisfied and we went to boon lay by shuttle bus..a old aunite seat so near to little lame ger ..we laughing at her ..went we reach there....her manager cant make it .WTH..

then we went toliet in love with the toliet becus gt mirror..love love...then we went shopping..after buying 2 tops we went hme as it was 6.30 already....





































minting bought lashes on the way back...





































went to take train ...and manage to kiasu...and get us a seat...shiok ..short post! end now

Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Last blogged @ 7/29/2008 11:52:00 PM

the scariest day came..now he is ignoring me again...why must it be like that..........i'm like a fool..i like wish that i can be love by you always but why always..must this day cum...n make me felt so helpless..its like no meaning in life..everyone is faking...now u add on to my barrier...why cant i be loved like others...y sumtin simple..but yet so hard to acheive

Last blogged @ 7/29/2008 10:38:00 PM

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we caught her a cute stich for baby's sister...wish her will recover from her fever soon..1 week omg!....
the stitch is so cute n quite big

Last blogged @ 7/29/2008 08:34:00 PM

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having headache now..dunno why mayb just too tired..just played finish DS on my bed..and decided to blog today instead...


































remembering sunday..its a pleasant day for me..so its really tough to forget the happy day with baby..if everyday i could feel ur warm love..how great it will be..i'm so scare that we will treat eachother cold again..i hope we can really give in to eachother and solve matters together...










































meet baby at city hall..then we went FUNAN IT MALL...he wanted to find sony earpiece..i've not eaten my breakfast + lunch ..so after walking at funan we went to its foodcourt to eat...sudden urge to eat BAN MIAN..n baby ordered chicken chop..wootz...nice n cheap..but i don't like the soup not creamy enough tho...


































after all the food..we went to take shuttle bus to city hall..play game..and went to find new marie capsules..but instead get minnie & winnie..so concidence ..just right to give LIttle lame girl (minting) & LIttle EMO ger (rebecca)....then wanted buy buy rockery ..new outlet at SUNTEC...baby treat me so nice that day lor....i felt lucky at that moment...finally i waited it to happen on me..

after all that..we went back ang mo kio..then to amk hub for our dinner..i ate bah ku teh..baby..grilled chicken rice...plus 1 chicken wing..drum for me..wing for him...sweet?..mayb to me only la..i was so touched..becus..he buy food for me..rush here rush there..i can buy myself..but my tummy really aching like hell leh..bo pian...

after dinner bought lemon tea..and my itchy mouth craving for durain pancakes...so i went to queue for it..but but after eating wah really make my tummy ache more ok...but before i buy durain pancakes..i went to x-zone..to catch my da pian keychain..but baby say waste $ so ..i din in the end...after buying pancake..went home straight

baby sae i greedy..tummy pain still eat n eat...in the end i bomb the lift..lols...baby very innocent inside...till i told him..i cannot ta han..i farted lols..bo pian la..i know its digusting but..i cannot control you see..he faster ran out and took another lift muahaha...

today gt bzf test ...finally its over..and meet little lame ger to LJS eat..have a fun time..talking to them..just suddenly a urge to tok n tok nonstop...i LOVE talking to them..we luff like mad when having our meals ..rebecca only haf bubble tea...we love the way we are...ytd we went novena we gt free photocopy some OA notes..great ...NOVENA HARVEY NORMAN..lols...then we went buy bubble tea,,mine look diSgusted lols...no more next time la...


after that we went shopping..and finally 6 plus we all reach home..tomolo going out again..great..hope minting joined us...we will enteratin eachother muahaha


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